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[kakuja]

[ "眼帯", yeah he knows that name well... It feels more like his identity than "Kaneki" does.

These are words that are hard to hear though. Hide should be scared, because Kaneki is a wreck. He does bad things to bad people, and good people get caught in the crossfire. He hurts people who don't deserve to be hurt, and chaos follows him like his own shadow.

To hear things like this, he really does need it, but it's also just terrifying; he's too weak to let this relationship go, but he's too strong to keep it around without putting Hide in danger all the time.

He isn't strong enough to do anything here however, and instead of being proactive and optimistic, he puts a hand over his eyes so Hide can't see him tear up. ]

I'm sorry.

[nagachika]

[He won't be able to see it, but Kaneki's apology is enough. That hand finally leaves the others' shoulder, but only to move to the top of the others' head. A small flick of fingers through silvery-white hair, before his fingers drop away.]

Apology accepted. [Like it's so easy. He wouldn't tell the other apologising was stupid, not when he really sounded like he needed to say it. But.] So should I also take this apology as a 'I promise not to run away and do everything alone' again, too?

[kakuja]

[ He takes a deep breath, and it's strangely freeing. Hide knows he's a ghoul and Hide doesn't care. He'd been hiding it for so long, not having that burden on him makes his shoulders feel so light. What a relief... Even if he's putting Hide in danger just by being around him, it's still a relief. He can protect him better this way.

So, he stands back up straight, rubbing his face. ]

I promise not to run away.

[ That second one is a harder call. He's much stronger than most everyone else here, and a lot sturdier. If putting himself in danger alone saves other people the hurt, he'll do it without thinking twice. ]