[ Kaneki's heart squeezes and he isn't sure how to answer this. At all.
Hide is the most important person in Kaneki's life; he'd kill the world for him, and this is not an hyperbole. Kaneki's greatest fear and worst nightmare is to lose him. And if what happened with Nishio-senpai had happened now? Kaneki would have murdered him in less than a second for ever touching Hide. kaneki stalks Hide, Kaneki is thirsty for him.
And there was a person who hurt him a lot. Himself. And he can't forgive that, either. He never will.
Kaneki loves him. So, so much. More than anything. He never thought about it romantically because Kaneki never thought about romance after being turned into a ghoul, since he isn't right and he is a mess, and he probably believes he doesn't deserve any of it. He will just hurt others, so why even dream of such a thing? But he loves this person like he probably will never ever love someone else.
So he feels the same. If not more. And he can't Hide he doesn't feel the same, he can't lie about that.
But Hide must understand what this entails and he doesn't. ]
Nagachika, this usually involve things- [ if Kaneki wasn't panicking, he'd be so embarrassed ]
-intimate, I mean.
We can't do those things. [ He thinks it's obvious why not. ]
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Hide is the most important person in Kaneki's life; he'd kill the world for him, and this is not an hyperbole. Kaneki's greatest fear and worst nightmare is to lose him. And if what happened with Nishio-senpai had happened now? Kaneki would have murdered him in less than a second for ever touching Hide. kaneki stalks Hide, Kaneki is thirsty for him.
And there was a person who hurt him a lot. Himself. And he can't forgive that, either. He never will.
Kaneki loves him. So, so much. More than anything. He never thought about it romantically because Kaneki never thought about romance after being turned into a ghoul, since he isn't right and he is a mess, and he probably believes he doesn't deserve any of it. He will just hurt others, so why even dream of such a thing? But he loves this person like he probably will never ever love someone else.
So he feels the same. If not more. And he can't Hide he doesn't feel the same, he can't lie about that.
But Hide must understand what this entails and he doesn't. ]
Nagachika, this usually involve things- [ if Kaneki wasn't panicking, he'd be so embarrassed ]
-intimate, I mean.
We can't do those things. [ He thinks it's obvious why not. ]